Arleen’s Dream

Every time you reach your hand
Out to grab and keep it,
It just seems that it’s leakin.
However, you have to keep reachin.
Good things come to those who wait right?
Not all the time.
Fuck a wait.
I’d rather just take mine.
I’m all about the chase.
This is what I want
So I have to go take it.
Putting a hand out and waiting,
For the weak at heart.
I will take control of what I want.
recognize my dreams,
It’s only half of the means.
Chasing it is the other.
Attaining being the end.
There is no greater feeling than,
Finding that all your stretching,
Reaching and chasing has
Finally paid off.
Eternal bliss that no one
No One
Can take away.

My Love Letter To Life

Dear Life,

I knew the minute that I let you get under my skin, my heart let you in. You fell in love with me instantly but,it took me a long time to feel the same. After all these years it seems like we have developed a “Love/Hate” relationship. Since I was a child, you have been showing me the best and the worst of yourself. No matter what ups and downs we go through, I know you have my back. Everyday you wake me up, you have some kind of adventure in store for me. When I reminisce, you are always the first thought on my mind. We have met so many interesting people, seen crazy things, and even done a lot of crazy things together. I can’t lie. When shit is good with us, it’s perfect. Of course, like all great couples, we have a crazy story. There have been a few times when I wanted to break-up with your ass…. You know Death is a might temptress, and she was really trying proving her case. However, you pulled me back into your arms and showed me that we belong together. You are the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. You keep me on my toes, complete, and for the most part happy. Entertainment, mistresses, and the occassional distraction are just some of the things you provide. You encourage me to live it up and to go for what I really want out of you. Even though I may not get it when I want, you let me earn things and teach me lessons in the process. Day after day, month after month, and year after year, I thank God for breathing you into me and making us one. We truly have the greatest love story ever told. The older I grow to be, the more I realize you are all I need. I appreciate you and our relationship fully now. I’m deeply and completely in love with you. Will you please be my wife? You see, the rest of these fools claim they’re “Married to the money” but, I would rather be married to  LIFE.

S-o-l-o // D-o-l-o

Prideful

I refuse to conform to the expectations of society.

My pride?

Too big to swallow.

Mommy didn’t teach me to give up even tho the road is tough.

So swallow my pride and follow?

NEVER.

I lead. Naturally born to do this…

I DO IT.

Consider me stupid if you dare.

I work hard to stand where I stand.

To see me, you have to look up and stare.

So far above what you thought I would be,

I push past and transcend all your expectations of me.

Blinder than a bat when it comes time to seeing what’s in front of you

Recognize the soldier with no uniform on.

Society says that I will never amount to anything.

No college education, I educate myself.

Finding another way to plot my wealth

Because….

I don’t trust another man’s word.

This world is mine and I’ma rape it.

Simply stating the fact that

Whatever I want in this world

I gotta take it.

Could this pride be what prolongs?

Been feeling this way since the feeling came on.

Maybe my FUCK THE WORLD attitude…

May be a little more than they can handle.

So for now…

I’ll continue to plot my way to that position of power.

Turn your magnifying glass back around

You see where I’m at?

Still here on the ground.

My prideful and headstrong ways

Will damn sure keep me here for days.

“You Just Beast On Bitches”

Yeah, I beast on bitches. //
Can’t deny that.//
Since a bitch is a bitch she deserve that.//
Thinkin ima play some kinda super hero //
Bitch, I wouldnt save you if I was Neo //
This dont apply for every hoe //
Only for most the hoes I know //
They used to call me “Supa Save A Hoe”//
Ha! Not anymo//

Now im straight kickin bitches out the door//
Yes im disrespectful whore//
We fuckn on the bedroom floor//
Sleep wit you in my bed?//
Bitch you crazy//
Gimmie head now//
Later ill deny the baby//
I know the games you play lady//
All bitches are shady//
I need a blood test for that baby!//

To conclude this lyrical assault//
I will say ya pussy was tighter than a vault//
The head was superb//
The sex was great//
Now im kickin you out bitch//
Get up out my livin space.

S-o-l-o // D-o-l-o

What Really Grinds My Gears… {28 Days}

Yeah I know this sounds cliche but, I have to do it!

The government is really taking control over our lives and no one notices it. They constantly decide what’s good or bad for us,

how we should live,

what to eat,

what not to listen to,

what religion is the best,

ETC.

Aren’t we people who can decide certain things ourselves? I mean really, they’re even saying that antibacterial soap doesn’t work now. A few years ago, antibacterial soap was supposed to be the shit though. Every few years, they decide to let us know just how stupid they really are and the fact that they really run this country not us. If it wasn’t for the fact that I have already messed up my life enough to this point, I would study political science and become a politician myself. It can’t be that hard can it? I mean really, it’s pretty much smiling and waving, making empty promises, and learning how to fuck up millions of peoples lives. Right? Right. Fuck the government!

Another random ramble from Sam Sam =]